crying in front of girls

so yesterdays doctors appointment was really just a meeting to get all Jordan's info (insurance and such) and then set up another appt. with her doctor in 2 weeks. So we didnt find anything out but we will know Oct 1st, which is her next appt. After we got out of the appointment I called the lady who we are getting the dog from and asked when was the soonest we could come to get it. Originally we had to wait 8 weeks but since its been 7 and the doctors appointment took us an hour closer to her I thought id call and just see if we could get it then. luckily the dog was big enough to be on her own so she said we could get it then. So we went and picked up the dog, the biggest in her litter so far and took her home!! She is about 4 times bigger than she is in the previous pics, shes grown so much since we saw her. We went to Petsmart and got all her stuff and she is officially moved in with us. She slept soundly in her cage until about 4 in the morning and then she woke us up and after we took her out she got in bed with us. She was very timid yesterday but is already coming out of her shell and being a goofy puppy. Anyway we woke up at 6:30 again when the dog had to go out and just decided to stay up. Im very tired but i think this is Gods way of preparing us for our first baby.

Anywho today in my american women writers class I had to read a poem of my choosing and i read one called "the mother" that is about abortion. I started by saying that when i got my sonogram and saw my babys heart beating it was one of the most amazing moments of my life. Now I had read the poem 4 or 5 times at home and had no problem but unfortunately and for whatever reason I started crying at the first word this time. I cried the whole time and could barely get the last few lines out. The class all applauded and the teacher said that these were the moments that she lived for in her class. I felt like a wuss and wanted to leave and never come back. However I felt alot better being done and everyone told me that I did a good job. so its all good. Today after this class, which ends at 12:30, im going home to let Daisy and Cinder out and then Im taking Daisy to the daycare center to show her off to all the kids and staff. Then Im working from 4-6 and then jordan and I have class from 6:30-9:50.
Tomorrow full work day and then the weekend!! Were not doing anything on saturday and its gonna be great. Im so tired, hope the dog sleeps all night tonight.